Forever

I wonder about Forever
All the examples it brings.
I loved the prospect of forever.
Now it seems impossible/

Forever means waiting
forever means pain for the moment.
Forever means that everything I go through
Is only a blip in my existance.

Forever is with HIM
Forever will mean companionship
But what if I don't choose him?
What if I loose my way?

I miss him
more than my words could ever express
At least I have forever

But forever isn't for several more years,
That means years alone
Or years with someone else.
Years not with the man I want

I used to be excited about forever
But for now my forever seems so far away.